memories

Gago ka Rayne. Binalik mo na naman yung past ko.

I've always tried to forget that day. As much as possible, ayoko talaga maalala yun.

Langyang "The Day You Say Goodnight".

I remember telling Heart one time, "Alam mo, that damned song really reminds me of her. Kasi ganyang-ganyan yung nangyari sa amin."

"Malapit na yung -ber months. Malapit na mag-Christmas. That means kailangan ko na mag-ipon para may pambili na ako ng gift sa'yo."

"Huwag na. Hindi naman important yun eh. Tsaka hindi na naman tayo."

"May problem ba?"

"Wala."

"Pareho tayo eh. Sinasabing wala kahit meron."

"Kaya mo ba talaga yung ten years na sinasabi mo?"

"Oo naman. Mahal kita. Alam mo yun. Alam yun ng lahat."

"Pero hindi na naman tayo eh."

"Breaking up doesn't mean I'd have to stop loving you."

"I don't want you to wait for me anymore."

"Kahit ayaw mo, I'd still wait. I'm not obliging you to come back anyway."

"Can you do me a favor?"

"There's nothing I won't do for you."

"Then please do what I'm asking you to."

"I know what you're trying to say."

"It would really make me happy to see you move on and happy with your life."

"Mahal kita. Mahal mo pa ba ako?"

"Yung guy na nakita mong kasama ko kahapon sa domacs, hindi ko siya friend. Boyfriend ko siya."

"Kailan pa?"

"Its not important naman eh. I know I should have told you about this dati pa pero hindi ko kaya. Alam ko masasaktan ka."

"Sa tingin mo ba hindi ako nasasaktan ngayon?"

"I'm really sorry. But now, I want to finally close this chapter of my life... I want our chapter to end because I'm already starting a new one."

"Please... I beg you... I'd rather hear you say goodnight than goodbye... Para naman alam ko na nandiyan ka pa rin para sa'kin."

"Goodnight."

Tangnang kanta talaga yan.

And ang lupit mo Rayne. Although you didn't mean to, tagus-tagusan na naman sa puso't kaluluwa ko ang entry mo.

rundown

I got the creative side of my brain frozen kanina during the CSJ exam. Ang lamig ng aircon!! I had to take two exams - one for English Literary and another one for Filipino Literary - within two hours! Ang daya kasi yung iba, isang test lang pero two hours din yung given time sa kanila. Di ba dapat four hours sa akin? Okay lang, nagawa ko naman eh.

The interview went fine. Medyo comfortable ako kasi Jestha, Krista and Chino were there. Editors na sila eh. And kahit part sila ng panel, hindi nila ako masyado pinahirapan. They gave me questions na alam nilang kayang-kaya ko sagutin.

Pero the EIC kept insisting that I try out for the Varsitarian.

I won't even consider that.

Jestha and Chino gave me the thumbs up sign before I left the interview room.

And dahil nalusaw ang utak ko, here's something to bring me back to my world. Sagutan niyo!

Complete The Sentences
(Verb) me! (Verb) me now!
(Verb) my (noun)!
I love the way your (adj) (noun) feels against my (adj) (noun)
I need to feel your (adj) (adj) (noun) inside my (adj) (adj) (noun)
I love the way your (adj) (noun) feels against my (adj) (noun)
I have to (verb) your (adj) (noun)
I want you to play with my (adj) (noun)
Stick your (adj) (noun) in my (adj) (noun)
I want to make your (adj) (noun) (adj)!
(Verb) me like a (adj) (adj) animal!

Nahanap ko lang yan sa net. Huwag niyo ako awayin.