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Jun. 3rd, 2011 05:18 amIt has been proven, time and again, that I am a masochist.
I still believe in Silverchair's words: "I love the pain, a breeding ground for hate". However, could I ever bring myself to hate when all I want to feel is love?
Things haven't changed much. I still get ambushed by my own curiosity and stupidity. Only this time, I am left to nurse my wounds in silence, like having an open heart surgery without anesthesia and you're all alone with the surgeon who acts like everything's going like it should be so he expects you to play your part.
Does Cupid's line have any truth to it?
Earlier, I thought I have already lost my capacity to feel. The turn of events has just made me believe otherwise. I can still feel, and right now, I cry for a Propofol drip.
( Now I am left wondering )
I still believe in Silverchair's words: "I love the pain, a breeding ground for hate". However, could I ever bring myself to hate when all I want to feel is love?
Things haven't changed much. I still get ambushed by my own curiosity and stupidity. Only this time, I am left to nurse my wounds in silence, like having an open heart surgery without anesthesia and you're all alone with the surgeon who acts like everything's going like it should be so he expects you to play your part.
Does Cupid's line have any truth to it?
Earlier, I thought I have already lost my capacity to feel. The turn of events has just made me believe otherwise. I can still feel, and right now, I cry for a Propofol drip.
( Now I am left wondering )
